Is this something that is, or is not, in my control?
Large scale changes don't happen the way we want to most of the time because they are largely outside of our control. After a decade of competitive badminton, some things have changed for the better, some have not. However, I no longer need to worry about the things beyond my control. I can only do my duties as best as I can; I can only give it my best effort. In the end, isn't that the most rewarding thing to consider? What regrets are there when you have given it your best effort?
So... my journey continues, on a similar but different path. Perhaps the blogs will translate more from an athlete perspective to that of a coaching perspective. Perhaps it may even be from a systems perspective with my side projects, but only what is allowed to be shared publicly. I intend to share ideas and concepts; I don't like to talk about people. It's far too easy to take things personally nowadays.
I still want to do the very best that I can... because that's what's in my control. That's all I can really do.